Anymore

Earth creatures bring out the anger
like the ripple in the tides
slowly building up in the storm
people talking without listening
someimes I have to yell it out

Don't you dare say that I didn't know
I knew less than I now know
take me somewhere out there
somewhere better than here
someone asked of her to care

That there was more to this
she chased me out into the hills
hiding from the darkness within
I can run but I won't get far
I can't hide anymore pain

As I come out of the empty void
showing no weakness anymore
like the waters stay calm
and the rivers don't flow anymore
come save me somehow someway

time is going to catch up soon
like there was no other way out
except wait until the end
let this blackness dissapear
one day I will be free from this

I can have a clean slate
I'm not looking back again
no more lies... if it's the death of this
voices come around again
no one heard me last time

Nothing came out right
How can I tell her ... How much I know her
without saying anything anymore
except hear me without speaking
She's the only one that I know!!!

Satan Spawn...

He may be a devil in disguise
He may be scared of the beast
walking around thinking it's alright
A silent awe to say the least

Isn't it a crying shame
not at all... he had to go out like that
A Satan Spawn... making his home here
This is where I live now...
......... where angels walk alone ...

Make this out to be nothing
Acting as if everything is Okay
YOU WAIT YOU'LL SEE
that we all die alone...
we live among devils...
and angels walk alone...

Isn't it a crying shame
not at all... he had to go out like that
A Satan Spawn... making his home here
This is where I live now...
......... where angels walk alone ...

One Level at a Time...

The beginning of the end is when we say it's now are never...
as if it's do are die time.
May be so; if I must I may, somehow, someway just move on...
None were soulmates
They all found Mr.Right through me...
May be there is someone out there for me... that is all fantasy

I'm walking with shadow dancers...
she's quietly Outspoken; elegantly graceful ...
Why am I so calm now ...
It is like I can see it all, a machine that works for us...
Not the hero who saved lives ...
May be it was false hope I never lived by ...
Sitting here stuck in the gutter in the storm ...

I want to say it as it is from my perspective ...
What is next to come our way that no one ever really knows ...
Many possibilities for potential...Who knows...
May be I'm bluffing in the calm silent breeze in a meadow ...
The silent chaos in the mind ...
One side says to let her go ...
The other side says hold on it's never to late...